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(2022) Dusk

My first actual album, third release overall. An attempt at sonically representing the themes and feelings of an Autumn morning becoming evening, and the evening disappearing into midnight.

01 - Howl

[Instrumental]

BY THE WAY, I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THE SOURCE OF THE HOWL-ESQUE SAMPLE USED THROUGHOUT. I ORIGINALLY FOUND IT IN THIS VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/EiqUO1pbhqA

THE SOUND IS, I THINK, A RUSSIAN STOCK SOUND EFFECT. ANY LEADS AS TO ITS ORIGIN WOULD BE APPRECIATED (SEE THE 'CONTACT' PAGE).

02 - October

Dusk, you'll always have your place

Beside the husks of leaves' remains

Until the colors fade away

'Till then, come here and light our way

03 - Hallowed

Frozen inside

Undisturbed

Left well behind

Resolved to find

Forgotten life

Remember mine

Memories from a lost time

Relics from a young mind

Poorly defined

But far from dead


Thoughtful

Resigned

It hurts to see

Unresolved lies

Forsaken ties

Thorough and sly

Crestfallen skies

Raining down

Into my head

Yesterday's wind

Please blow again

I can't seem to look ahead

04 - Spider

[Instrumental]

05 - Stanza

[Instrumental]

06 - Cycles

[Instrumental]

07 - Wind

[Instrumental]

08 - Pumkin

[Instrumental]

09 - Crestfallen

[Instrumental]

10 - Cold Walk

[Instrumental]

11 - From Afar

[Instrumental]

12 - Phantoms

[Instrumental]

13 - In Place

[Instrumental]

14 - Home

So said the wandering sillhouette among the trees

"Oh wind, please blow upon me!"

And echoing out into the void's grasp

Those words did fade to black

"So be it," said the figure

Laying down to soothe himself in tune

But it never came back, that voice he sang

Out into the frozen expanse

Oh, where's your song?

Oh, where's your song?

Arctic wind, your love?

Tell, why are you missing?

Where do I lay now?

Where is our home?

(In the clouds!)

Cold and alone


"I am lost and afraid," said the phantom to the canopy

"Your wish is our command," they replied

"May I rest upon you, among your leaves?"

"For as long as we might be"


So vanished that specter into a torrent of petals and entropy

And at last he would rest, knowing that he was free

Of the night's relentless grasp


But that wasn't where he awoke

Surrounded in comforting cloak

He opened his eyes and saw he was inside

A familiar blanket

(Made me feel)

Cold and alone


"Ghost, you wander down there, have you really forgot?

You belong up in the air

Up above, up here in the gap between stars

Please come home"


"How could I possibly stand and rise in flight?

I don't have wings, don't shine as bright as you

As beautifully as you

So I think I'll stay"

15 - Shade

Still hiding from dusk

But we can't run from the dark forever

I feel you getting colder still


Seeing figures in the shade

Through ponds of light, we can clearly see

That treeline's goodbye

16 - Night Sky

Said that skeleton to his friends

"Of everything, the leaves are best!"

And camping in the shadow was a ghost who spake

"Yes, to this is side is the best to awake!"


Spooking things

Creeping feelings

Hallowed ground

Owl's howl


Everything around us is falling down

Encompassed in Autumn's spacious clouds

The night sky blooming

The moonlight looming over we

Who've been waiting patiently

17 - Golden Flowers

[Instrumental]

18 - Hollow

[Instrumental]

19 - Flying Ice

Careful, flying ice

Show me your waltz again

I will abandon the world who has left me alone

And take upon your home

If you'll have me


But wind, you have disappeared

With the sky again

So mist, when we meet once more

Show me your dance

20 - Night

[Instrumental]

21 - Little Guy

[Instrumental]